hey everyone! sorry i havent wrote in a while but ive had better things to do. Me and sterling are back together its awesome were doing really good. He moved in with me about a month ago. Its crazy at times but you get use to it. i love him being there its such a awesome thing. He just got a job a my uncles pizza place. An i got a job at the ymca. Well im goin to go yall be good.

~lacy~

Talk about a crazy weekend. Ive been having to deal with alot of problem in my life. Me and justin broke up cuz right now im not sure what i want to do its not fair to him to stay with him when i feel like i do. He didnt do anything wrong to me and i think thats what was so hard. Its hard to let something go that u care about and love so much. I want everyone to know that im sorry for everything thats went on latly i havent been myself. I deserve to be alone at this point. I hung out with sterlin and i know that was a bad idea cause i started to feel the things i felt along time ago. An i knew that i couldnt do anything because of justin. Cause i dont want to hurt him anymore than i already have. He knew it was goin to happen i didnt cause i thought i was over everything with him. I thought that them hangin out would be easy but it wasnt. I shouldnt have every put justin in that kinda situation. I love u justin dont ever forget that im always here and u know that. An i know that alot of people are goin to hate me for this and im sorry. But i need some time to think about everything thats goin on so i can work through and figure out everything. Morgan im sorry for not being the friend i should have been latly. Matt im sorry for bein a bitch to u and stewart. Justin sorry for breakin ur heart and makin u feel the way u do right now. I love u all cause youve all been there for me when i needed u and i havent been there for u. I understand if u dont forgive me thats fine i dont deserve forgivness and im fine with that i just want u to know im sorry from the bottom of my heart. Well im goin to go now i love everyone of u

~Lacy~